It had been a month since I last update my blog. It's because of exams and all sorts of stuff and I kinda get bored with blogging. :) I'm also busy with Facebook awesome games, stalking and holiday-ing!

One thing I realize is that, it wasn't love at all. I can't forget him is because he coupled up with my friend after me. So it's like jealousy, not love. I don't get all the butterflies in my stomach when he text me. It's like getting normal texts from some normal friends. LOL. That's good news number 1.

The second thing is that my friends and I, we're going KL this Saturday! 3 days 2 nights with only friends. I know it's awesome. :) Many things happened when we planned for the trips. I can't go for two nights and all my friends can't take the night train. So I kind of asked them to take the evening one but everyone ignored me. == I know they wanted to have fun for another night. But I can't leave my mom alone in the house right? My dad and sisters went to Thailand. But anyway, I kind of tolerate a bit cause it's like the first time in our life and everyone's very excited. I hope we'll get fun. I hope this KL trip will not disappoint me.

I'm so sorry mom. I kind of cried alone cause I feel really really guilty leaving my mom alone for two nights. Call my mama girl, I admit I am. Though we kind of argued and I told myself I hate her but deep in my heart, I know I love her. I really wanted to say sorry but I didn't know how to start. My mom didn't comment anything but I knew she doesn't like it. My dad, on another hand, he allowed me to go IF mom allows me to go. Since mom has no comment, so I get to go. Dad said he won't gimme any money, ask me to take care myself, not fetching me and all sorts of stuff. But then, today morning, he put 4 pieces of RM50 into my wallet. I heard from my sister that he wanted to gimme the money yesterday but he's quite disappointed with my attitude. That's because I slammed the door and shouted at him. Damn guilty now. :(

I know my post is sort of wordy but I'm sorry I don't like to take pictures every single day, like her. XD