I'm the one and only
Chan Ga Yen
But that's enough to make problems.
Therefore, I'm an endangered species. :)
I don't enjoy love life.
Thursday, July 8, 2010,9:11 AM
The unfragile heart.
Sigh. I thought of you again tonight. Someone asked me, why am I so cruel? Why am I so heartless? Why am I treating every guy like they're nothing? Why am I so lifeless and why I treat my boyfriends so bad?
I thought of the answer for quite long time. I knew why, it's because of you. You were the cause of everything. True love? I used to believe it existed, but when you’ve had your heart torn out and thrown on the floor, you just don’t care anymore. Yes, my heart is not fragile anymore. It's harder than rocks. I'm scared of falling in love once again. I’m not about self pity. Your love did me wrong, so I’m moving on. I tried to move on, I couldn't succeed. You left me breathless, you were everything good in my life.
I remember when you first text me, I thought you were someone else. I said, "I don't believe you're xxx lorh. He damn yong sui. Lan yeng gam." And you replied, "No, I'm really xxx." LOL. And we never stop texting from that day onwards. And i feel so deeply in love.
I had a heart and it was true. It fled from me and went to you. Be kind to it as I have done, for you have two and I have none. But, you didn't appreciate it. Instead, you let it fly of nowhere now. I'm still finding. Lost & Found item : A heart.
It hurts to see you walk away. For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life and the time we shared will forever be a part of me. So even though I realize that it was never meant to be, still, it hurts.
