Friday, June 11, 2010,8:44 AM
Today I went Ipoh Parade. I know mom and dad don't like it but I can't help it.
It's been a month since I last went out you know, mom? So I kind of argued with them. But after some time, they allowed me to go lurh. Still have to take care of my leg. ):
So I went there fifteen minutes late. LOL. We watched Karate Kids. That show was awesome, seriously. The kid is SOOOOO CUTE ! YianMay kept talking. Disturbing me. LOL.

Seriously, kind of moody today. Everyone seems to be enjoying themselves. Leaving me walking behind them.
I felt left out. Maybe because I walk extremely slow due to my injured leg? So they can't bear to wait for me? LOL. Forget about them. I wanted to try truancy-ing for the first time and join them. But they never tolerate. With my leg injured how am I going to join you people playing bowling? So I just went back to tuition and study. ): and Carmen Ooi reach first. ):): tsk tsk tsk. she was behind me. LOL
I felt so left out among them sometimes. *sigh. Sometimes I think they don't even realize that I'm not there. Like during camp, they were enjoying themselves, not to realize I'm not there.
Around 7, my family and I had KFC. aww.
♥. And I had 3,
THREE. TIGA. 三 pieces of drumstick, in 30 minutes time. CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT ? *sigh* I'll have to diet for three months now. ): My family took 45 minutes to finish up the dinner. In the 45 minutes, I saw six. enam. 六 people with fat bellies, big butts. OBESITY. As i was biting my drumstick. I kept thinking what if one day I'm like them?
- hang myself and die? NO! the rope can never support me.
- stab myself? NO! the knife will never reach my target because of the layers of fats.
So I decided to eat pills and die.
*I was just crapping (:
Then we went Jusco. Nothing fun there. *sigh!
The only thing is that I got to eat Sundae Cone. I can finish up the Sundae Cone in 3 minutes. Damn. I felt like I'm some kind of fat woman.
When I reached home and on my phone, there were more than ten messages. I was so happy! Then only I realize, 4 of them is from
DiGi. 3 from the same person. Another few is to ask me homework. I'm very very lonely ! Blame myself for being so arrogant, for not appreciating things I had. And yeah, they're taking me as the solution of their problem. Everyone was asking me what happened. As if I know? I knew what happened but why don't you just ask from the person ? Sigh*
ps : I'm not in love. Don't ask me who's my target because I don't know.