Does 'stupid' really suit me ? or i'm way too naive ? I should have knew that he wouldn't mean it. what he did, what he said were just playing. yes, he will never be serious, to me. his heart is only having that girl, yeah the only girl and it wouldn't have any changes. I shouldn't trust whatever he said to others. If he likes me, he will prove it and let me know. yet, he didn't. 'he likes you.' 'BULLSHIT.' let me say, he doesn't and he will never do. messages from him are still in my inbox. delete them ? I will, but not today. our boundaries are friends-for-ever OR friends-for-never. don't feel really hurt though. maybe that's what i've expected ? moody & upset, yes i will. but my heart isn't really pain. It's like i knew this is what i will get. although he didn't say to me, i think he doesn't. yeah, he doesn't like me ! that's the only fact i should accept. what i can only do is get over it.